Dear God,
I come to You, as humble as I know how. I exalt You God; You are my Defender, my Savior, my God. Forgive me of my sins, for I know I have let you down several times over again. I really wish I could experience how it feels to be let down time and time again because You know I deserve it. I have come to You because I feel the enemy attacking my spiritual life. I know this because I haven't prayed to You as much as usual or spent as much time in the Word or in worship. I've blamed my school work and my working obligations, but it's really all my fault....
I keep asking myself the question, in some ways jokingly, "My God, why have You forsaken me?"
But You haven't forsaken me, nor will You ever forsake me! You are the One that should be asking me, "My Taylor, my child, why have you forsaken ME?"
My God, forgive me for I am a sinner. I cannot even begin to explain how sorry I am, I just keep letting you down...
But I know that I will not walk alone! I hear the words...
"Never once did we ever walk alone, never once did you leave us on our own, you are faithful God, you are faithful!"
You are faithful and loving and true and just and amazing and powerful and mighty and wonderful!
I have failed You but I know I am forgiven because of what Your Son did for me...
I hear the words again...
"I'll never know how much it cost, to see my sin upon that cross"
I'll never know what it took to save me, but I am eternally thankful for what You sent Your Son to do for me, knowing that I might not receive it. You are true love.
But I know that You are a faithful and it's time I began being faithful to You again. You are more than worthy of praise!
I love you God,
I love you God,
I love you, my God.
There is power in the name of Jesus, there is power in Your name, God.
I am overwhelmed by Your amazing grace, God. Why You love me, I will never understand; but regardless, I am forever thankful.
Thank you God.
Thank you God.
Thank you, my God.
I hear it again...
"Your love never fails, it never gives up, it never runs out on me."
"In death, in life, I'm confident and covered by the power of Your great love! My debt is paid, there's nothing that can separate my heart from Your great love!"
In all these things I pray in Your name,
Amen.
