Wednesday, January 4, 2017

Broken (A Poem).

"How did we become so broken?

We fell in love;

And somewhere along the way, the people we love forgot to love us back."

- One Tree Hill
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It's always the break of morning; the hour that your absence evades my thoughts...

Thinking of you brings a feeling of emptiness.

The irony?

You were empty; not I...

I was the lover. I was the one who loved recklessly and unconditionally.

You...you felt nothing. Ever.

I was a lie.

My presence was a lie.

You used me...

& then you left me.

You left...

& I broke.

Shattered was my heart;

But we can't use tape or glue to fix our means of existence,

So I stay broken.

But I fake a smile, because everything is "okay"

But every night, at the break of morning, I feel the same as the day you left:

Broken.

Some are able to see past my fake smile; and

People ask me, "how did you get so broken?"

I say, "once, I loved this boy and he never chose to love me back."

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